Experience

Elemental

I was looking for the will of the wild… The only thing I had to hold on to was the knife-sharp necessity to trust to the elements my elemental self.

I wanted to live at the edge of the imperative, in the tender fury of the reckless moment, for in this brief and pointillist life, bright-dark and electric, I could do nothing else.

The human spirit has a primal allegiance to wildness, to really live, to snatch the fruit and suck it, to spill the juice. We may think we are domesticated but we are not.

Jay Griffiths

Artist

Maintenance

“The primary use of ‘misinformation’ is not to change the beliefs of other people at all. Instead, the vast majority of misinformation is offered as a service for people to maintain their beliefs in the face of overwhelming evidence to the contrary.”

Micheal Caulfield.

Drake Magazine

“I never thought I’d become a fishing writer,” John Gierach told me during an interview in 2006. I cannot imagine this sport—or this world—had he not. John died yesterday morning of a heart attack. I have many thoughts, but neither the will nor the inclination to share them right now. There’ll be time for that. But felt you all deserved to know. He represented the very best of what flyfishing is. R.I.P. my friend.

Hold Fast!!

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Or

Tell me something good,
just one good thing, just tell me
something that will get me through
the hours the days the weeks that bring
nothing of any goodness, just more
news of other things like
spoiled meat or else raw
bones the dogs keep dragging in from god
knows where, what bombed-out car or ocean
wreck, whose child’s ribs wrenched
open, what woman’s torso torn like
bread, whose sons now head-
less, what trashed home, what
oily sludge a hundred miles
wide on which we feed, the words pour in, the door
won’t close. O stop, go mute,
just one good thing instead is all I ask.
So let’s say green
buds. Or wait, there aren’t a lot of those, just one
green bud might do, despite.
No. Wait. Let’s say a person said
Hello, and not unkindly. No. Let’s say
that it got cooler, or else warmer, or the rain
finished, or else it rained, whichever one
was needed. No. Instead say breakfast.
That could do it.
A faint shimmering
of plates and pearly spoons, a tender cup, what comfort!
There. That’s thirty minutes passed, at any
rate. The gate defended
for a little space, and wasn’t that
enough? No. Wait.


This poem is excerpted from Paper Boat by Margaret Atwood, copyright © 2024. Reprinted by permission of Knopf.

Declination